Really miss those dates of leaving. No destination, not sure what is oncoming. I mean I am fascinated.
The meaning is more than travel.
Really miss those dates of leaving. No destination, not sure what is oncoming. I mean I am fascinated.
The meaning is more than travel.
I am always enjoy company with her in the morning before I go work. Cuz she’s not a daddy’s girl at this moment. Oh…YES! I am a jealous mummy all the time. ;-p #Claire #Jealous #blissful

Where is the perfect budget for my northern light dream by this solar max year?…
Well, some dreams really need you plan earlier or you really need to pay for it.
:-/
A GUIDE TO A BETTER LIFE by DR RANDY PAUSCH
This is amazing, he died of pancreatic cancer in 2008, but wrote a book ‘The last lecture” before then, one of the bestsellers in 2007.
This is from his book:
Personality:
1. Don’t compare your life to others’. You have no idea what their journey is all about.
2. Don’t have negative thoughts of things you cannot control. Instead invest your energy in the positive present moment.
3. Don’t overdo; keep your limits.
4. Don’t take yourself so seriously; no one else does.
5. Don’t waste your precious energy on gossip.
6. Dream more while you are awake.
7. Envy is a waste of time. You already have all you need.
8. Forget issues of the past. Don’t remind your partner of his/her mistakes of the past. That will ruin your present happiness.
9. Life is too short to waste time hating anyone. Don’t hate others.
10. Make peace with your past so it won’t spoil the present.
11. No one is in charge of your happiness except you.
12. Realize that life is a school and you are here to learn. Problems are simply part of the curriculum that appear and fade away like algebra class but the lessons you learn will last a lifetime.
13. Smile and laugh more.
14. You don’t have to win every argument. Agree to disagree.
Community:
15. Call your family often.
16. Each day give something good to others.
17. Forgive everyone for everything.
18. Spend time with people over the age of 70 & under the age of 6.
19. Try to make at least three people smile each day.
20. What other people think of you is none of your business.
21. Your job will not take care of you when you are sick. Your family and friends will. Stay in touch.
Life:
22. Put GOD first in anything and everything that you think, say and do.
23. GOD heals everything.
24. Do the right things.
25. However good or bad a situation is, it will change.
26. No matter how you feel, get up, dress up and show up.
27. The best is yet to come.
28. Get rid of anything that isn’t useful, beautiful or joyful.
29. When you awake alive in the morning, thank GOD for it.
30. If you know GOD you will always be happy. So, be happy.
While you practice all of the above, share this knowledge withthe people you work with and people you live with.
Not only will it enrich YOUR life, but also that of those around you.
燕雀安知鴻鵠之志哉。
Let’s dream big everyday.
There is nothing wrong that I had 2nd baby too early.
There is nothing wrong to spread the good news around before 3 months.
There is nothing wrong I drink coffee or cold drinks to ease my discomfort from the pregnancy.
All I know I shouldn’t do it next time is:
I will take MC as long as I am not feeling well. No matter how busy of the company in that period. When I think about responsibility of the work, I must think of my baby first.
I will bring Dr’s name card and record Dr’s emergency number in phone.
I won’t go to KK emergency next time even it’s PH. They kept me sitting and waiting for 3 hours when I was bleeding. They didn’t inject the Progesterone to me. The medicine they gave me with wrong instruction. Just ask me home in 10 mins after 3 hours waiting.
Yes. I am sad with this experience. I never thought miscarriage will happen in my life. I would never forget that moment I pass the clot by sudden.
Yes. I will keep strong and smile to face everything from now. Especially to my baby Claire. I am glad I still have her in my life. Now I understand it’s so easy to have a live creature in my body but also so easy to lost it.
Trevor goes to travel again to his new journey. I will wait for another new life who is willing to be with me. Now I know I am not alone when travel in Adelaide. You’re enjoy the beautiful beach and wonderful sunset with me.
Ciao Trevor… Nice to meet you. Thank you drop by my life in your journey. 
深白色 - 狂奔
我困在這個不遠不近的地方
伸出手觸碰不到地獄也碰不著天堂
感覺著自己不重不輕的份量
有一股說不出的煩悶心裡成長
停留在原地卻更迷失方向
不知道應該對現在的自己做何感想
我突然開始狂奔開始變成一股能量
哦 整個世界在我眼前急速膨脹
我不想繼續學著放棄夢想
懷疑著明天會和昨天有什麼不一樣
讓我狂奔讓我受傷讓我不顧一切衝撞
直到消滅了內心真正欲動的絕望
run run 腳底已經在發燙
run run 熱心追逐的太陽
run run 風沙把眼睛刮傷
run run 用力奔跑用力吶喊用力解放
just run 到陌生的地方
just run 把憤怒都釋放
just run 不掛念都遺忘
just run now
本來想去海邊看日出,結果下雨,溫度不知道多少,總之沒帶外套的我,不想離開被窩。
海聲、鐵路聲、鳥叫聲、雨聲。拖著行李走太多,腰酸背痛。
老朋友不爽我臨時動議,行李拖著,在他們去上班時,不告而別的就走了,不知道週末有沒有車和導遊。其實我跟兩隻大狗告別很久,還捨不得走,牠們太會撒嬌了。
晚點去哪好?去市區?在這個海邊小鎮走走?還是搭巴士到朋友那?嗯…再躺一下好了。